Hope Victorious

  “Are you hungry according to your appetite or mine?”   I was praying and preparing for our Sunday worship service. My hopes were up, thinking of all that God may do in our time together. We were having a special speaker, and I was filled with anticipation of the wisdom and power that would be released. I had great faith for how God would touch me and each of those who came. At first, I felt the Holy Spirit stirring up my faith, increasing my expectation. I was declaring the desires of my heart for myself and those in the congregation. Believing that the revelation God would release through the worship and speaker that morning would bring freedom and transformation for each of us, I began to thank Him for the specific impact of this breakthrough. I had faith for words of encouragement, for invitations into freedom from depression, addiction and apathy. I felt that He would bring comfort and reassurance to individuals with long-standing unanswered prayers, and they would h...

  I bear no regret There is no shame Not sorrow or pain I hold no doubt towards you None   I don’t remember your mistakes or failings Your weaknesses are not weighty to me I am not at a loss for what to do How to respond I have lost no hope or joy in you I cannot be disappointed in you And never feel that I have wasted any ounce of investment in you   My plan is leading you I intercept your mistakes with my redemption Your places of weakness are my strategy for promotion I partner my strength with you I enjoy you!   I look at you through love that is greater than any love you’ve yet known You are learning. You are becoming My love is forming you and I am confident Leading you brings me great joy   You are never heavy or difficult for me to bear I am the one who created you, called you and paid a high price for you You are mine and I bear no regret in you   Again and again, I will call to you I call...

  It can be difficult to truly rest. There is more to resting than simply ceasing activity or doing less. Rest is more than being inactive, it is more than being quiet or doing nothing. Rest is not sleeping.   Rest is more than a physical state; true rest is found when you are in a place of peace, being refreshed and restored. I find rest to impact my mind and emotions in addition to my body. I want to share the key truths that I find best support and enable me to rest. When I focus on these truths I can rest amid hardship and stress. There will always be reasons to be anxious and to stay busy. I believe that rest is a choice, a discipline that is critical to our health and wholeness. When I focus on these truths, I can choose to rest: Rest is necessary and commanded by God. My effort is not the biggest factor in my success. My choice to rest instead of striving is a command of God. My relationship with God is advanced and deepened when I choose to rest and depend more on Hi...

  Home   Secure and Confident In who I am           No pretense           No need to strive, worry or be on guard Accepted   -   Approved of Loved Celebrated   Imagine being so sure of how you will be received That you are free           Completely Unashamed           Unafraid and Unintimidated           Encouraged           Guaranteed Praise This is freedom “For a day in your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere”*   I knock and you answer I cry out and You hear me Open arms greet me   I am here At Home With You, my God       *Psalm 84:10             I Run to You   I am running to your protection You define my safety I trust You I take risks and I am stretched Within Your protection, I can grow   I run to your power...

  Were I a Tree   Were I a tree I would be A Willow tree      Soft and swaying      Thin and hanging      Atop my sturdy core Come a walk beneath my branches Feel the breeze through all my leaves   Were I a tree I would be A mighty Oak      Heavy Imposing      Aged and Wise      Leathery lobes on gnarled branches      Twisting - spreading Climb along sturdy limbs Lay beneath dense canopy Protected   Were I a tree I would be A towering Redwood      Higher than eyes can see      Roots reaching far and twisting      Needles and cones      Small but resilient      Bark protects, resists -  survives None more determined than me Stand in wonder Feel drops rain down   Autumn Tree Turning Leaves Painted Trees Golde...

  Recently I’ve been reflecting on light and the power of light to dispel darkness. I’ve been thinking of the power of natural light in the midst of darkness, but also of spiritual light. I’ve felt the radical impact of hope and truth being released into places where fear and hopelessness have created an oppressive darkness. The light of truth shines brightly and the atmosphere shifts. Spiritual light is as powerful, if not more so, than natural light. I think we often think of light in contrast to darkness. A light, however small, is powerful to eliminate darkness. But even in the light of day, you can turn on a light and see the impact of it. God has been speaking to me about the “quality” of light versus the “quantity” of light. Perhaps I have previously defined light by comparison to darkness. But light, as used in the scripture, is powerful. The truth and glory of God is not powerful because it is greater than the darkness of evil. God is not good in comparison to evil. He...

  Listening to God’s voice is like holding a candle in the dark night and walking slowly. Step-by-step, there is only enough light to see where you stand and the next step as you take it. Faith is believing that your foot will not slip, that your step is secure. When I walk in the dark, I want a big light to shine brightly, bringing clarity to the whole journey. I want to see the destination, not just my current step. But listening for God’s voice isn’t like that. He speaks a word for me to hear and asks me to respond. Faith is stepping out and trusting that I will hear Him again, and again. Step-by-step His words are like the light of the candle illuminating the way forward as I hear and move according to His voice. I must believe that He speaks, that I hear Him, and step with resolve. His voice leads me and lights my way. I must listen with faith to hear Him. Hearing, I must then trust His voice and my hearing so that I move. Each step is a risk; that is the nature of faith. I wi...

  Doubt calls me   -   Invites me to consider My unanswered questions   -   And misunderstanding Doubt holds up the prayers that remain unanswered The disappointments and places of loss Doubt is a fire Hungry and devouring There is plenty of fuel I have been disappointed, lost and confused Many of my prayers and questions remain unanswered There is much I don’t understand I have sorrow and anger and millions of questions Doubt speaks its own questions What if things don’t get better? What if it gets worse? Doubt demands an answer Why don’t you understand? What is wrong with you? The questions and demands point at me At my weakness and lack I am torn down and trampled over by the questions of doubt Doubt is the enemy of faith   -    But faith is a fire too The fuel of faith is my testimonies    -     The evidence I have of my God I pile up the truth I have experienced   ...

I've been reading and studying the Psalms recently. I've been so impacted by range of emotion expressed within these writings. My faith is both encouraged and challenged. My view of relationship with God is inspired by reading the expressions of others. Psalm 139 is such a familiar Psalm, although often it is read only in parts. As a whole it is a spectacular view of relating with God, trusting Him and being confident of one's connection with Him.  I am sharing a visual reflection I created on this powerful Psalm.  As you read the words and consider the images I chose, I pray that you too are encouraged, challenged and inspired.

  I praise you – faithful God of loving-kindness Your voice is my life source I run to you I wait for you You are with me – and yet you run to me I am sustained by you Rescued by you – and called forward by you Your words remind me of who I am – and who you are Love and Promise connects me to you Trust and Faith anchors me firmly in you I find my peace in you A harbor in midst of the surrounding storm I find strength in you My anchor in fierce wind I find hope in you The first glimpse of sunlight morning after morning You are faithful over all of time Yet the wonder of your faithfulness today Colors my skies with beauty, warmth and promise   I wait for you I run to you Your voice is my life source I praise you – faithful God of loving-kindness  

  God didn’t only make the promises in the Bible He is promising still Those promises recorded in the book   -   They are for today Alive and active As true today and for the future As the day they were penned on parchment Still -   He is promising His faithfulness extends through all of time At the same time There is no beginning or end to His faithfulness In promise keeping In promise making Like a rainbow that covers all of time He speak the Life and Hope of PROMISE Over all of time Promise Maker Promise Keeper God of Promise Whisper to me the promises for today Paint my skies with the colors of your love and delight Set me free into hope And I will soar the heights of PROMISES to come   I think that most often, when we speak of God being a “Keeper of His promises” we are thinking of past promises. Testimonies come to mind of how God has rescued us, healed us, comforted us and led us – Just as He promised in His w...